Parting

I’m guessing it would be odd to ask someone I’ve barely exchanged two words with out for a drink, wouldn’t it? Since they are moving away and seem like the kind of person I’d get on really well with. Not that I’d be able to do that, since I was unable to go to today’s department barbeque with people I’ve known a little for two years despite having looked forward to it for months. (Damn my shyness and not wanting to intrude. I have done so before and have had fun, but I still can’t help but feel that people don’t want me around them, not helped by the fact that I never get invited to anything...)

Feel kind of sad that everyone is going home for Summer, especially since some people I will never see again and others I won’t see for a whole year because of placements. I also feel lost now exams are over...I’d been looking forward so much to finishing and now I have nothing to look forward to. I don’t even know what to do with my free time. There are a few books I want to read, but other than that I can’t think of anything.

Currently sat on my bed feeling really tired and a little lonely and rejected. My own fault I suppose, but still. Life isn’t fair xP