Friday, 3 June 2011


I’m guessing it would be odd to ask someone I’ve barely exchanged two words with out for a drink, wouldn’t it? Since they are moving away and seem like the kind of person I’d get on really well with. Not that I’d be able to do that, since I was unable to go to today’s department barbeque with people I’ve known a little for two years despite having looked forward to it for months. (Damn my shyness and not wanting to intrude. I have done so before and have had fun, but I still can’t help but feel that people don’t want me around them, not helped by the fact that I never get invited to anything...)

Feel kind of sad that everyone is going home for Summer, especially since some people I will never see again and others I won’t see for a whole year because of placements. I also feel lost now exams are over...I’d been looking forward so much to finishing and now I have nothing to look forward to. I don’t even know what to do with my free time. There are a few books I want to read, but other than that I can’t think of anything.

Currently sat on my bed feeling really tired and a little lonely and rejected. My own fault I suppose, but still. Life isn’t fair xP

1 comment:

  1. When I come back over weekends this summer we should meet up and go to the cinema or something... invite Becci out as well. You know catch up and all that. I've only seen Kerri so far so would be good to see others as well (you are definately included) :)